Spore National day eve....stupid + idiot zings

ar....u promise to send me back but why involved the "van"??
sigh....might u didnt care abt the time i spend with u is quite limited...
and i got no comment since u saying i'm so stingy,
why i dun take ur mighthy white tgt with "van"
no.....for me i'm not really like to make such trouble...
i rather to queing and to wait for e public transport....
yet,how long i got to take....??
while i arrived at interchange, almost faint....
queing towards NTUC fairprice......ar.....
while i boarding e bus alr 10++pm.....
arrived at home alr 11++pm....tired....
sigh...wat a wonderful national day.....
my foot are pain....
but i'm not regret....tats my choice wat...
wat i've choose and jus go ahead....
however,
its time to wake up…please make urself clear about it!!!
he was nice to everyone and not jus you,
this is wat he told and approbatory…..
so can you please tell urself tats not fate reserve for u?
it’s his responsibility to everyone....
please pay attention :"its everyone" not only for you!
suddenly "everyone" keep repeat in my brain
and keep thinking and thinking….Why? Why?

no reason of why…..i’ll no answer at all…..
this is his character, not control by you!
but i never think to control it….lucky!
i’m still got self-knowledge….tats why…..no ownder….so that…..
even though he’re nice, but its normal to everyone included you…
accept it? appreciate it?
i think tats too much….he not really need it….

dont be stupid + silly + idiot + foolish anymore…

things are not yours dont going to force it….
everything are incharge of e lord….
wEll…..I’m just an ordinary girl…..thank you!