把“我爱你”拿走

一个女人对那个苦恋着她的男人说：「如果你尝试把你爱我的「想法」拿走，
你便会发觉你并不是真的爱我。
这只是你自己的偏见，这些偏见使你以为自己是爱我的。]
爱一个人，真的只是一种「想法」吗？
对一个人的爱，是可以「拿走」的吗？
也许，当你不爱一个人，
你才能够潇洒地跟他说：「你只要拿走你爱我的想法，你便没事了！」
如果我们可以随心所欲地把自己对某人的爱拿走，那太幸福了。
当你不爱我，我便把我爱你的感觉拿走。
当你令我痛苦，我又把你拿走，当你离开我，
我又立刻把对你的思念拿走。
这样的话，你永远没法伤害我。
当我们苦恋着一个人的时候，你以为我不希望那只是一个「想法」吗？
你以为我不想把对他的爱从心里「拿走」吗？拿得走的，便不是爱。
就是因为拿不走，所以才会受苦。。
我对你的爱，不是一种想法，而是血肉感情，是不容易拿走的。
一旦要拿走，也是血肉模糊的。要很久很久之后才可以复原。
你也可以说，我对你的爱只是一个偏见。
偏见便是执著，是毫无理由，不分青红皂白的。
我就是喜欢你。你可以拿走我这个人，但你拿不走我对你的感情。

Spore National day eve....stupid + idiot zings

ar....u promise to send me back but why involved the "van"??
sigh....might u didnt care abt the time i spend with u is quite limited...
and i got no comment since u saying i'm so stingy,
why i dun take ur mighthy white tgt with "van"
no.....for me i'm not really like to make such trouble...
i rather to queing and to wait for e public transport....
yet,how long i got to take....??
while i arrived at interchange, almost faint....
queing towards NTUC fairprice......ar.....
while i boarding e bus alr 10++pm.....
arrived at home alr 11++pm....tired....
sigh...wat a wonderful national day.....
my foot are pain....
but i'm not regret....tats my choice wat...
wat i've choose and jus go ahead....
however,
its time to wake up…please make urself clear about it!!!
he was nice to everyone and not jus you,
this is wat he told and approbatory…..
so can you please tell urself tats not fate reserve for u?
it’s his responsibility to everyone....
please pay attention :"its everyone" not only for you!
suddenly "everyone" keep repeat in my brain
and keep thinking and thinking….Why? Why?

no reason of why…..i’ll no answer at all…..
this is his character, not control by you!
but i never think to control it….lucky!
i’m still got self-knowledge….tats why…..no ownder….so that…..
even though he’re nice, but its normal to everyone included you…
accept it? appreciate it?
i think tats too much….he not really need it….

dont be stupid + silly + idiot + foolish anymore…

things are not yours dont going to force it….
everything are incharge of e lord….
wEll…..I’m just an ordinary girl…..thank you!